Even so, will you come back me?

I have many pictures of us. Pictures of dates, outings. Pictures that i would take whenever I web cam with you, even though you say they are ugly, I always find them very nice. I cannot
imagine what it would be like without you now. I am so messed up. Everyday its like I cant go on without thinking about you. It's almost reaching my limit. It's so painful. Will I be alright if I pass this phase? Will you come back to me if I change? Will I be able to get rid of all this pain?
I will change no matter what..will you be there for me?

If I say you can achieve your dreams with me, will you come back to me?