HimitsuHeart

2010-04-07T01:36:00.000-07:00

Tank - 如果我變成回憶 [Ru Guo Wo Bian Cheng Hui Yi] [If I Became A Memory]

2010-03-29T23:36:00.000-07:00

Tank - 如果我變成回憶 [Ru Guo Wo Bian Cheng Hui Yi] [If I Became A Memory
Album: 第三回合/The 3rd Round
Songwriter: Tank
Lyricist: 陳信廷 Chen XinTing

累了照慣例努力清醒著也照慣例想妳了
Lei le Zhao guan li nu li qing xing zhe Ye zhao guan li xiang ni le
When I'm tired I keep trying hard to stay awake as usual I keep thinking of you as usual too
好怕一放心睡了心跳在夢中不聽話的就停止了
Hao pa yi fang xin shui le Xin tiao zai meng zhong bu ting hua de Jiu ting zhi le
I'm really scared that when my mind is at rest and I'm asleep In my dreams my heartbeat won't listen to me And just stop

聽著呼吸像浪潮拍動著越美麗越讓我忐忑
Ting zhe Hu xi xiang lang chao pai dong zhe Yue mei li yue rang wo tan te
Listen; The sound of breathing like waves splashing The more beautiful it gets, the more I feel uneasy
我還能珍惜什麼如果我連自己的脈搏都難掌握
Wo hai neng zhen xi shen me Ru guo wo lian zi ji de mai bo Dou nan zhang wo
What can I still cherish If I can barely control my own pulse?

如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Tui chu le zhe chang sheng ming
If I became a memory - withdrew from this life
留下妳錯愕哭泣我冰冷身體擁抱不了妳
Liu xia ni cuo e ku qi Wo bing leng shen ti Yong bao bu liao ni
Leaving you startled and weeping My ice-cold body No longer able to embrace you
想到我讓深愛的妳人海孤獨旅行
Xiang dao wo rang shen ai de ni Ren hai gu du lv xing
Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone
我會恨自己如此狠心
Wo hui hen zi ji Ru ci hen xin
I will hate myself For being so heartless

如果我變成回憶終於沒那麼幸運
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Zhong yu mei na me xing yun
If I became a memory - finally not so lucky
沒機會白著頭髮蹣跚牽著妳看晚霞落盡
Mei ji hui bai zhe tou fa Pan shan qian zhe ni Kan wan xia luo jin
No chance Of us tottering while holding your hand Hair grown white Watching the sunset
漫長時光總有一天妳會傷心痊癒
Man chang shi guang Zong you yi tian Ni hui shang xin quan yu
In this very long period of time There'll be a day When your broken heart will heal
若有人可以讓他陪妳我不怪妳
Ruo you ren ke yi Rang ta pei ni Wo bu guai ni
If someone can [heal your wound] Let him stay accompany you I won't blame you

快樂什麼時候會結束呢哪一刻是最後一刻
Kuai le Shen me shi hou hui jie su ne Na yi ke shi zui hou yi ke
Happiness When will it end? When is the very end?
想把妳緊緊抱著可知妳是我生命中的最捨不得
Xiang ba ni jing jing bao zhe Ke zhi ni shi wo sheng ming zhong de Zui she bu de
I really want to embrace you tightly Know that you're the one in my life I can't bear to leave the most

如果我變成回憶退出了這場生命
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Tui chu le zhe chang sheng ming
If I became a memory - withdrew from this life
留下妳錯愕哭泣我冰冷身體擁抱不了妳
Liu xia ni cuo e ku qi Wo bing leng shen ti Yong bao bu liao ni
Leaving you startled and weeping, my ice-cold body no longer able to embrace you
想到我讓深愛的妳人海孤獨旅行
Xiang dao wo rang shen ai de ni Ren hai gu du lv xing
Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone
我會恨自己如此狠心
Wo hui hen zi ji Ru ci hen xin
I will hate myself For being so heartless

如果我變成回憶終於沒那麼幸運
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Zhong yu mei na me xing yun
If I became a memory - finally not so lucky
沒機會白著頭髮蹣跚牽著妳看晚霞落盡
Mei ji hui bai zhe tou fa Pan shan qian zhe ni Kan wan xia luo jin
No chance to Tottering while holding your hand Hair grown white Watching the sunset
漫長時光總有一天妳會傷心痊癒
Man chang shi guang Zong you yi tian Ni hui shang xin quan yu
In this very long period of time There'll be a day When your broken heart will heal
若有人可以讓他陪妳我不怪妳
Ruo you ren ke yi Rang ta pei ni Wo bu guai ni
If someone can [heal your wound], let him stay accompany you, I won't blame you

如果我變成回憶最怕我太不爭氣
Ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi Zui pa wo tai be zheng qi
If I became a memory - I'm most afraid that I'll let myself down
頑固地賴在空氣霸佔妳心裡每一吋縫隙
Wan gu de lai zai kong qi Ba zhan ni xin li Mei yi cun feng xi
Stubbornly lingering in the air Dominating your heart Every part of it
連累依然愛我的妳痛苦承受失去
Lian lei yi ran ai wo de ni Tong ku cheng shou shi qu
Making the you that still loves me, suffer painfully for this loss
這樣不公平請妳盡力把我忘記
Zhe yang bu gong ping Qing ni jin li Ba wo wang ji
This isn't fair Please try your best To forget me

Tank 呂建中 - Quan Shi Jie Dou Ting Dian 全世界都停电

2010-03-27T15:35:00.000-07:00

Tank 呂建中 - Quan Shi Jie Dou Ting Dian 全世界都停电

Lyric:
連你都會殘忍隔絕我的心能要誰了解
Lian ni dou hui can ren ge jue Wo de xin neng yao shei liao jie
Even you cruelly isolated me, who will understand my heart?

眼中燭光搖晃著熄滅
Yan zhong zhu guang yao huang zhe xi mie
The candlelight is gradually going out in my eyes

為何把我推向邊緣被砸壞了的一切
Wei he ba wo tui xiang bian yuan Bei za huai le de yi qie
Why did you push me towards the edge, everything that's been broken

卡住了我讓我無法往前
Ka zhu le wo rang wo wu fa wang qian
Blocked me so I couldn't move forward

囚禁在距離笑聲最遠的房間
Qiu jin zai qu li xiao sheng zui yuan de fang jian
Imprisoned in the room furthest away from the sound of laughter

單獨隔離寂寞地盤旋
Dan du ge li Ji mo de pan xuan
Isolated in a spiral of loneliness

全世界都停了電全世界都封了街
Quan shi jie dou ting le dian Quan shi jie dou feng le jie
The whole world's electricity has stopped The whole world has closed up its streets

我所有窗子外面被貼上黑夜
Wo suo you chuang zi wai mian Bei tie shang hei ye
A black night has been stuck Outside all my windows

我吶喊思念卻沒人聽見
Wo na han si nian Que mei ren ting jian
I cry yearning But no-one hears

絕望到極點剩的是疲倦
Jue wang dao ji dian shen de shi pi juan
Desperate to the extreme All that's left is tiredness

全世界都停了電全世界白雪滿天
Quan shi jie dou ting le dian Quan shi jie bai xue man tian
The whole world's electricity has stopped The whole world's sky is full of white snow

才發覺在我心間有回憶碎片
Cai fa jue zai wo xin jian You hui yi sui pian
Then I realise that my heart Has broken fragments of memories

一作夢翻身就刺痛流血
Yi zuo meng fan shen jiu ci tong liu xue
When I dream and turn over I feel a stab of pain and bleed

我卷著身體縮成一個圈像一個句點
Wo juan zhe shen ti suo cheng yi ge quan Xiang yi ge ju dian
I curl up into a circle Just like a full stop

Comet Cloud (Houki Gumo)

2010-03-25T03:59:00.000-07:00

Somewhere far away there’s
someone with open ears
In every city there’s
people looking up at the sky
Underneath the evening sky
we’re whistling a song
that has no lyrics
tracing the constellations with our fingers

The cold dream you are holding
you can warm it
with your magic hands
if you believe in the path you chose

On the other side of a comet you see
a single star
whether it’s sparkling brithly or faintly
its light shines just for you

On the other side of the clouds in your heart
the signs can’t be seen
Go on, open your hands
What do you believe in now?

On a sleepless night
somebody feels alone and cries
Then in the morning
somewhere on earth, people laugh as they meet

As the destination draws near...
You’ll keep on losing your way...
So step forward with your magic
and believe in the you of tomorrow

Passing on the other side of the sky
is the star from that one day that you searched for
Did you forget where it is?
Did someone else find it? The light that only shine for you

Close your eyes and clear away
the darkness in your heart
Go on, open the door
And what do you find behind it?

“The wind is blowing just a little
This is the last of my magic, so I have to believe in my weak heart”

On the other side of a comet you see
a single star
whether it’s sparkling brithly or faintly
its light shines just for you

On the other side of the clouds in your heart
the signs can’t be seen
Go on, open your hands
What do you believe in now?

Close your eyes...open your eyes...
What do you hear right now?
What do you see? It’s light that only shine for you

Climbing a blue roof
you can see how the nigh sky comes to life
Don’t worry about the dreams that didn’t come true
Just open your hands

dokoka touku de mimi wo sumashiteru hito ga iru
arayuru basho de sora wo miageteru hito ga iru
yozora no shita de kuchibue fuiteru bokutachi wa
kotoba mo nai mama yubi de tada seiza wo nazotteru

samugariya no yume tsumetai kimi no te
atatameru mahou wa hitotsu no michi wo shinjiru koto

houki gumo no mukou ni mitsuketa hitotsubu no hoshi wa
kagayaku hoshi demo kasukana hoshi demo
kimi dake no hikari

mune no kumo no mukou ni mienai mama no michishirube
saa kono te wo hiraite ima nani wo shinjimasu ka

nemuremu yoru ni hitori de naiteru hito ga iru
asa wo mukaeta chikyuu no dokoka de warau hito ga iru

tohou ni kureteru mayoi tsuzuketeru sumidasu mahou wa
ashita no jibun shinjiru koto

sora wo koeta mukou ni sagashiteta ano hi no hoshi wa
doko ni wasureta no dareka mitsuketa no
kimi dake no hikari

mune no oku no kurayami
mabuta wo tojite kiri hiraku
saa tobira yo hiraite
ima nani ga mietemasu ka

honno sukoshi no kaze ga fukimashita
saigo no mahou wa yowai kokoro mo shinjiru koto

houki gumo no mukou ni mitsuketa hitotsubu no hoshi wa
kagayaku hoshi demo kasukana hoshi demo
kimi dake no hikari

mune no kumo no mukou ni mienai mama no michishirube
saa kono te wo hiraite ima nani wo shinjimasu ka

me wo tojite me wo akete ima
nani ga kikoeru no nani ga mieteruno
kimi dake no hikari

aoi ame ni nobotte umareta yozora mioroshita
kanawanai koto nante nai
hiraku no wa soro kimi no te

どこか遠くで　耳を
澄ましている人がいる
あらゆる場所で
空を見上げているひとがいる
夜空の下で
口笛ふいてる僕たちは
言葉もないまま
指でただ星座をなぞってる

寒がりやの夢
冷たい君の手
あたためる魔法は
1つの道を信じること

彗雲の向コウに見つけた
一粒の星は
輝く星でも　かすかな星でも
君だけの光

胸の雲の向コウに
見えないままの道しるべ
さぁ　この手をひらいて今
何を信じますか?

眠れぬ夜に
1人で泣いてる人がいる
朝を迎えた
地球のどこかで　笑う人がいる

途方に暮れてる…
迷い続けてる…
ふみだす魔法は
明日の自分信じること

空を超えた向コウに
探してたあの日の星は
どこに忘れたの?
誰が見つけたの?君だけの光

胸の奥の暗闇
まぶたを閉じて切り開く
さぁ　扉よひらいて
今　何がみえてますか?

“ほんの少しの風が吹きました
最後の魔法は弱い心も信じること”

彗雲の向コウに見つけた
一粒の星は
輝く星でも　かすかな星でも
君だけの光

胸の雲の向コウに
見えないままの道しるべ
さぁ　この手をひらいて
今　何を信じますか?

目をとじて…目をあけて…
今　何が聞こえるの?　
何が見えてるの?君だけの光

青い屋根に登って
生まれた夜空　見下ろした
叶わないことなんてない
ひらくのは　その君の手

GACC 2010

2010-03-23T07:25:00.000-07:00

GACC stands for Games, Anime, Comic Circle and it is an event hosted by committee members assembled from the EMiNa Japanese Animation Club in MMU, Melaka. It's basically an event which as quoted from their website.
"not only covers the anime, comics (manga) and game aspects but also other means of entertainment commonly found in Malaysia."
In short: "Spreading teh Love"
One can visit http://whatisgacc.com/ andhttp://blog.whatisgacc.com/ to find out more XD.
This year it was held from 20th to 21st March in MMU and I went there on the last day (more like tag along with my sister who likes these stuff too).

What I can say about it.
Lotsa cosplayers *_*, cute ones too
Anime merchandise like figurines, plushies, DVDs..etc (the glass and cups are really nice but cost a lot)
Music (they have a band, tho sumtimes I find it too loud XD)
A crazy emcee, (he's funny and good)
Doujin and other fan created merchadise
Many people carrying BIG cannons (cameras XD)
Magic The Gathering tournament
Video game tournaments (like Soul Caliber, Tekken 6..)
and more..

The atmosphere is pretty good and there are lotsa people. The energy in the place is high. People were having fun taking pic, posing, playing games, buying stuff, selling stuff. Maybe I'll try cosplaying one day :P.

Pics of the event

Arms dealer @@ selling weapons

The 2 crazy Emcees

Teh Figurines...teh precioussssss~~~

The band, "DESU"

Cosplayers PIC

Ooh, a Sakura :D

Trinity Blood

Ouran High School Host club.. the twins are cute.

Omg, Master Chief (Halo) with lights on the helmet @@

Chibi Yufie and Naruto

Chibi Yufie *heart*

Up close Chibi Yufie

The pplzzz with their Cannons

Thats all :) *bang*

If I have another dog..

2010-03-19T00:34:00.000-07:00

I think I would name it Mochi XD.. Pochi and Mochi
suddenly the thought just came across my mind :P
anyways..1 dog is more than enough for me to handle

Some pics of the dawg.

Stand Training :P

Sleep :)

F.I.R - 月牙湾 MV

2010-03-18T23:44:00.000-07:00

月牙灣 | Yue Ya Wan - 飛兒樂團 | F.I.R.

translated and romanised by: happifruit - www.jay-chou.net

- I looked on the internet and it seems that 月芽灣 is a place in Shandong. I'm not sure if this is what the title is referring to, but an alternative translation could be Cresent Bay, which is a literal translation. -

敦煌天空的沙礫
dun huang tian kong de sha li
The grit of the heavens of Dun Huang

帶著我們的記憶
dai zhe wo men de ji yi
Carries (with them) our memories

我從半路看回去
wo cong ban lu kan hui qu
I look back midway

這秦關漫漫好彎曲
zhe qin guan man man hao wan qu
This Qin passage* is boundless and winding
*I believe this is what those two words are referring to

夢想穿過了西域
meng xiang chuan guo le xi yu
Dream that (I’ve) passed through the Western Regions

包含了多少的巉嶧
bao han le duo shao de chan yi
Embodying how many rugged hills of Shandong*
*巉 means rugged as defined by CIBA 2000, and 嶧 is the name of hills in Shandong as defined by NJStar

愛情像一本游記
ai qing xiang yi ben you ji
Love is like a traveling journal

我會找尋它的謎語
wo hui zhao xun ta de mi yu
I will seek its riddle

看月芽灣下的淚光
kan yue ya wan xia de lei guang
Look at the tears under Yue Ya Wan

在絲路之上被遺忘
zai si lu zhi shang bei yi wang
Forgotten above the Silk Road

是誰的心哪
shi shui de xing na
Whose heart is it

孤單地留下
gu dan di liu xia
(That) is alone and left behind

他還好嗎
ta hai hao ma
Is he still well

我多想愛他
wo duo xiang ai ta
How I want to love him

那永恒的淚
na yong heng de lei
Those everlasting tears

凝固那一句話
ning gu na yi ju hua
Solidify that one sentence

也許可能蒸發
ye xu ke neng zheng fa
Perhaps they can evaporate

是誰的愛啊
shi shui de ai a
Whose love is it

比淚水堅強
bi lei shui jian qiang
That is stronger than tears

輕聲呼喚
qing sheng hu huan
Calling softly

就讓我融化
jiu rang wo rong hua
(That can) let me melt

每一滴雨水
mei yi di yu shui
Every drop of rainwater

演化成我翅膀
yan hua cheng wo chi bang
Evolves into my wings

向著我愛的人追吧
xiang zhe wo ai de ren zhui ba
Running after the person that I love

:D Lame Coolness

2010-03-14T10:44:00.001-07:00

Pochi the dog :D

2010-03-10T11:49:00.000-08:00

This is the dog living with us.

Its name is Pochi.

He used to be very active.

Nowadays he became lazy and can be seen piaking all over the floor.

Still cute tho. Grown a bit bigger d.

Pochi says..."yoroshiku" :D

Flattened and lazy..

+.+ Kira!! .+.

2010-03-03T07:57:00.000-08:00

Ranka (ﾉゝ∀･)~キラ☆

*Nose bled and died* XD

Image taken from http://www.atalude.net/2008/07/17/ﾉゝ∀･キラ☆/

Lameness

2010-02-24T01:01:00.000-08:00

Hmm, nothing to write....
....

...

oh, I wrote something :P

*crow flies* gua gua gua

Poker Face :D

2010-02-22T20:45:00.000-08:00

I won a bit at poker :P

CNY

2010-02-18T03:57:00.000-08:00

Nam Kei (good noodle shop) is gonna close business this Tuesday

2010-02-08T16:57:00.000-08:00

Coz the old man wanna retire T_T

mou ame ga furu.

2010-02-06T18:18:00.000-08:00

It's raining again

My Heart doesn't listen to me

2010-02-05T01:10:00.000-08:00

so I tombstone piledriver it..:P

2010-01-27T02:43:00.000-08:00

	Lenka - The Show .mp3

	Found at bee mp3 search engine

Stick Gal style :)

2010-01-26T21:01:00.000-08:00

Oyasumi :')

2010-01-26T20:15:00.000-08:00

2010-01-26T20:01:00.000-08:00

My Theories Cont..

2010-01-22T10:30:00.000-08:00

The Baka Person

Scientific Name: Stupiakus Bakarus

Common Name: Baka/Stupid

Characteristic: Baka face, baka head, baka actions

Special Abilities: Daibaka Infection, Baka Beam, Self Destruct (Massive Dmg!!)

The baka species of people does things which normal people think are stupid and silly. In reality, to the baka people, those are normal. For example, baka people will drink from a bowl and eat from a cup because it is normal to them. Sometimes things which baka people do unintentionally make normal people upset. The baka people don't have any bad intention, it's just that they are used to doing things that way, the baka way.

Because the population of baka people is small compared to nomal people, the normal people's way of doing stuff is the agreed upon one. Many baka people have also tried to convert themselves into normal people through a very sophisticated process called "E.D.U.C.A.T.I.O.N"

While many have succeeded, some are still struggling. The baka people hopes that normal people would have patience and help them become normal. :)

2010-01-22T09:12:00.000-08:00

:)

2010-01-20T23:59:00.000-08:00

konban mo~oyasumi

2010-01-20T23:51:00.000-08:00

My Theories Cont..

2010-01-20T07:34:00.000-08:00

Rare Creature

Scientific Name: Pikupiku ruruEru
Common Name: Pikuru
Characteristics: Blue, Big and Elusive
Special Ability: Piku piaker, Body Sushi Roll, Piku Barrier, Self Multiplication XD

Not much is known about this mysterious and rare creature known to us as the Pikuru. Earliest records of it were seen in ancient carvings of early civilizations. Tales of it were passed down as legends and survived till today. Scientist recently discovered proof of the existence of such a creature and the findings were shocking!!
Below is a picture of the Pikuru taken in the wild.

Its blur and chill face almost seem to mock the scientists but because of its docile nature, the team held back in hurting the Pikuru.
Tbc..

Using Paint >=3

2010-01-20T07:33:00.000-08:00

The One

2010-01-19T16:07:00.000-08:00

Baka

2010-01-17T13:32:00.000-08:00

Stupid girl. Do you know how much I miss you? Baka baka bakabakabakabaka T____T

My Theories Cont..

2010-01-16T22:20:00.000-08:00

The Baka Person

He is just a big baka also known as a Daibaka.

tbc..

:)

2010-01-16T17:29:00.001-08:00

My Theories Cont..

2010-01-16T09:20:00.000-08:00

The Kawaii(Cute) Person

Scientific name: Cutika Pudica
Normal Name: The Cute Girl/Guy
Characteristics: Puppy Eyes, Big Head,
Special Abilities: Kawaii Ray, Nekomimi Mode

The cute person originates from the isolated land of Puik Puik. There the community of cute people thrive from an infinite supply of energy from their leader, the Puhi King. It is rumoured that the Puhi King is so cute that anyone who looks directly at him will instantly be petrified with a silly smile on their face. In order to prevent this, the Puhi King distributes his cute energy to all his citizen, transforming them into cute little creatures with a fraction of the king's imba cuteness. Over the years, these cute people has travelled far and wide throughout the world bringing joy and happiness to those who needs them.

My Theories (inspired by Iori) XD

2010-01-15T11:37:00.000-08:00

About the Quiet type of person

Scientific name: Silenta Nospeka
Normal name: The Quiet Guy/Girl
Characteristics: Quiet
Special Abilities: Quiet Aura, Silent Glare, Supersonic Scream

The quiet person you see around you is actually not quiet at all. They are emitting sounds above the frequency which humans can hear. When a person tries to converse with a quiet person, the quiet person actually talks back but normal people just cant hear what they are saying. These poor misunderstood peoples are often alienated. In reality, quiet people are very caring and love to give their thoughts and opinions but due to the fact that no one can hear them, they don't care about them.
The secret trick is to actually look at them. Look at their eyes, their body movements and then one can begin to see what they are trying to say :)

Happy Anniversary ne

2010-01-15T02:07:00.000-08:00

Happy Anniversary Dear :)

Kaze wo fuku no ano natsu no hi

2010-01-12T00:27:00.000-08:00

:P Nanchatte~~

2010-01-08T01:20:00.000-08:00

Guess I still cant leave this blog as it is yea XD
I think I'll still occasionally write from time to time

:P k, really last one d

2010-01-07T18:43:00.000-08:00

Cheer up Dear

I guess it was for the best, sorry that I acted like a desperado. @@ cant control then.

Don't let anyone hurt you..I wont 4give anyone who does.

Don't feel guilty anymore ok?Take care of yourself ya :)

You are a strong girl. Fight fight:)

If you need anything, just drop me a msg ya, or call me.

Last Goodbye.

2010-01-07T18:42:00.000-08:00

Hi dear :), I asked you yea, if I were to disappear from your world, would you miss me? If I were to be thrown overboard, would you come for me? I have to disappear from you now. Its not an act of desperation ya. I've done all I could and you said it would be best for me too. It hurts too much. When I say my body cant get used to it, I mean my hands dun feel right not holding yours, and my cheek dun feel warm not being rubbed by yours. (gg, dun think perverted stuff pls O_O, I oso haven't thought of it).

I dun know how I would fare from now, but I will always be hoping in the rare instance that you would want to come back to me, come find me ba.

Who knows I'll still be there being all blur and piaking on the floor. These 3 years I've been with you, we've known each other and done more and talked more than with anybody else. It's something that goes deeper than just being happy with you around, or playing and laughing together. I thought I have forgotten things as so much has happened, but now I know that I've not. I know you still care for me since it's a habit d. I'll try to take care of myself so dun worry bout me.

Experiencing the death of a close one would change someone, would make you realize how important loved ones and life is. I experienced my first at the age of 12. From that time, I think I changed to love ppl more, to hurt ppl less and treasure the present as much as possible. How have you changed?

This is the last post on this blog which all the recent post are meant for you.

Making this the last one gives me privilege to say whatever I want (self imposed :P). So I'll say

I MAY BE A NOOB BUT KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH, and that is proof enough that what I feel cant be fake.

I think I am the first guy who's quite different from you (I still feel there is alot of similarities tho, other ppl think so too) thats stuck to you for so long. I'm special pif..

Moshi Dear :D, pikuru wa ima saigo no sayonara to imasu. (Its like my 2nd name d ^^)

I'm gonna miss you so much. :*

Thanks for spending my birthday with me :)

I'm Sorry

2010-01-05T21:30:00.001-08:00

Ano, I'm sorry ne. Zenbu no mondai ga ore no se desyo. orewa dai baka T_T. If i hadn't ask you to go watch a movie with me yesterday, none of this would have happened ya.
Don't worry ba, if he loves you as much as you do, he will forgive you. Anyways, most of the time, the guys will make the first move.
You should have lied haha.. :(. I really hope he is not the super jealous type..
I hope you can correct ur mistakes at work.
As much as I want to be by ur side now, I think you wont want ne.
I wont give you anymore trouble d. I hope you can forgive me.
I tot a movie and dinner would be harmless haha..mana tahu, but I was glad ne, TQ very much.

Present

2010-01-05T14:18:00.000-08:00

What I want for my present is the past and a happy future :')

Happy Birthday to Me :')

2010-01-05T00:00:00.000-08:00

To Be Forgotten..

2010-01-03T23:52:00.000-08:00

I guess I don't want to be forgotten. After feeling what love is, I don't want to feel unloved. I used to feel nothing being alone and a bit anti-social. Now it feels like I cant live alone anymore.. the world won't seem as colorful when you are alone. Its dark and quiet..

You don't know exactly how precious something is until you lose it. Coz you'll know by feeling how much pain it'll cause you.

Yet time can heal you but I think it'll take a very long time. Wont I stay hurt during that time?What would happen during that time?

The love I had for you may one day become just a distant memory as would yours fade in time (Maybe it already has haha :'( ). Sono wa iyaa yo. :(

Withdrawal syndrome

2010-01-03T18:04:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, I feel like a drug addict experiencing some severe withdrawal..

Watermelon Story

2010-01-03T07:54:00.000-08:00

Long time ago, I read a story once stating its like asking someone to pick the biggest watermelon in a big field with the condition that you must throw away the current one first. How would you know the one you pick is the biggest? Another might come along and be bigger than the current one. You might keep searching then but what if the one that you just discarded was the biggest one you might ever find.

The answer then would be...

Cabbages are better and green. . . . . ^^P

Silent Night

2010-01-03T03:23:00.000-08:00

How long do I still need to not fear the quietness of the night..?

Thoughts

2010-01-02T19:29:00.000-08:00

People say, you can't change or expect someone to change. You'll only end up getting hurt if you think you can change him/her. Over the years, I also finally accepted it. But you did change did you not? I can see from an insecure girl initially who would stressed up if I were to leave you for a period of time to now, someone who accepted LDR when previously you did not. Someone who has became more open and matured and is able to accept more things like liking someone online. You are gaining more traits that I find ideal in a person I like.

Can I say that you changed because of me?Maybe you would not think so haha. Maybe its also coz people will mature in time.

But I would like to believe that I did. It has always been my intention to try to bring out the best in you.

I regret that maybe I did not do it in a more subtle way :'). Shouldn't advise too much ya..

I hope that you would become the person that everyone will come to look up to. Someone who will risk everything for the one's they love. ^^ I am someone like that, and I think you know it. You also are risking everything now for love, I'm just jealous that person isn't me :'(

Its like growing crops in a farm, after all the effort, they are taken away by someone else. He may not have to endure your wrath like I used to ya ^^ haha.. and he is going to receive your unconditional love. But I think you were like that initially when you are with me so I guess things just got sour.

Sorry ya, I just have to vent out a bit. These are the things that went through my mind after reading ur post ne.

Again ne, I don't dare claim that I did all that. Its just a selfish thought.I could only wish you happiness now :') I understand how you feel, I do hope you can find what you want.

Forgotten

2010-01-02T04:11:00.000-08:00

I wonder when things started to go wrong, :'o looking back at pics and hearing back voice clips, we were so happy. I think I've forgotten how precious those times were :')

Moving

2010-01-02T03:11:00.000-08:00

Time is starting to move again slowly but surely. I'm sorry ya, I think i took some time to sort myself out. :')

At the moment..

2010-01-02T01:08:00.000-08:00

It feels as if time has stopped. so restless...the hours feel so long, yet they go by so fast..

worried

2010-01-02T00:00:00.000-08:00

Even now, I'm still worried if she is upset..., messy mind messy heart..

Time Stop

2009-12-31T14:59:00.000-08:00

I don't know what to do anymore, its as if every step i make, the distance between us increases..

I don't dare to try anymore.. If I could not reverse the time, I hope it would just come to a standstill, waiting for the day that things will change for the better. Even now, I still want to be able to talk to you. I'm sorry if I sound desperate before, it's uncool, i know..I'll try my best..

Restricted

2009-12-30T00:54:00.000-08:00

Even though now I am able to talk more with you when I see you, I feel restricted as to what I am saying. I am afraid that using words I normally use with you will scare you or change things for the worse. I am still not used to it, not being able to call you dear, not being to say things as they come to my mind for fear of sounding too friendly.. I really wanted to. This holding myself back is wearing me out.. >.< The quietness is making me lonely again.. I want to be able to talk for hours again with you..

Even so, will you come back me?

2009-12-28T18:08:00.000-08:00

I have many pictures of us. Pictures of dates, outings. Pictures that i would take whenever I web cam with you, even though you say they are ugly, I always find them very nice. I cannot
imagine what it would be like without you now. I am so messed up. Everyday its like I cant go on without thinking about you. It's almost reaching my limit. It's so painful. Will I be alright if I pass this phase? Will you come back to me if I change? Will I be able to get rid of all this pain?
I will change no matter what..will you be there for me?

If I say you can achieve your dreams with me, will you come back to me?

He is not Me

2009-12-28T00:09:00.000-08:00

You are better now. Recently, you are able to control your emotions better, able to say sorry when you feel you hurt someone. You won't do anything to hurt the person you're with, and he is the most important person to you and everyone else has to wait. Over the 3 years, I've seen you become like this..but then that he is not me... ;_; ＿冂○.

What if they were friends?

2009-12-27T23:48:00.000-08:00

You said I should not have done things without your knowledge, like trying to solve problems or telling someone that they had hurt you.. You want me to scold someone right there and then.. I would do it if they were just a somebody... but they were friends, friends that you had been good with at the start.. I just hope that I could get them to realize what they did and things would change for the better.. not shouting at them and make things worse. He could do it, because they were nobody to him, what if they were his friends?

Don't just Cast Me away like that T_____T

2009-12-27T23:22:00.000-08:00

What do you mean when you say I cant protect you?? Ever since you became my GF I've always been thinking that I would protect you from anything that would hurt you. I would protect you from sorrow. That's why I always try to cheer you up and felt like crap when you are sad. I would protect you from loneliness. I was always by your side or a phone call away and would accompany you the moment u ask. I would travel without hesitation no matter the distance just to see you. I would protect you from sickness and would get all uneasy when you are sick. I would protect you from suffering though I think a bit of suffering will make us a better person. The times I had to endure sleepless nights when you get angry with me. That is how bad it would make me feel if I did something wrong which hurt you. I would protect you by making you a better person, be able to handle problems and take care of yourself better in this world. Its not that I don't want or cant protect you from them, but it's because I realize that there are things which we cant escape that each of us will have to face. You might find it very hard or sad or stressful in overcoming them, but after you did, u can leave the all the sadness and stress with me. I'll do all I can to cast them away. I would protect the dreams and lifestyle that you have. Like when the time you wanted to take an LRT alone to meet a friend in KLCC. I was asked by your sis and her bf to convince you not to go as they think a girl taking an LRT alone is dangerous but I have faith in you and I trust that you will be able to do it. I did not listen to them because I know how important that friend is to you. In the end I got a bit of scolding from them, saying stuff like "how can u say u love your gf by letting her go alone?" and "If it were me, I would never let her do that". Those words hurt man. I did not told u that because I don't want to stress you about them. Haha, I was abit influenced by them too and I asked my sis about the condition of that LRT station and felt relieved when she told me she always took it.

I would go even as far as to talk less to my friend or avoid them when u are with me because you don't like them. They said some mean things about you and I have talked to them about it and told them how I feel. You would not listen to me when I say that they are like that because they just like to gossip or they don't really mean what they say. People make mistakes. But I understand how you felt and stayed by ur side. When you told me that you don't like them until you don't want see them in our wedding, that fkin hurt.. I had to choose between my good friend and you. You were emo and I tried talking to you but you would not change your mind, so what can I do? Swallow them like a man la. Don't tell me "If like that then, forget about me la" because I CANT because you were very very important to me. You were hurt and I was hurt, but I still tried to cheer you up. You couldn't expect someone who is hurt to do a good job at that..as I also tried to persuade you to accept and forgive them. I care about your feelings more than my own. I loved you more than I loved myself because one day I hope that you could love me that way too.

You would also get into fights with this friend of ours during uni due to different way of thinking and you thought that he was a very irritating and troublesome. He just gets on your nerves. To me, I'm fine, I don't get too emotional with him and just treat him like a regular friend but you would complain to me when he did something which upsets you. So I talked to him, and told him how you felt and how he should change this and that. I advised you to just dun take what he does seriously. In the end, things between you and him got better after misunderstandings were settled and I was so glad. Is it so wrong for me to want friendships between you and others to not break? for me to want misunderstandings to be settled?

I am not used to using violence to solve a problem. I think I am the calm type which analyzes something thoroughly before making rash decisions. It was clear to me that it was a misunderstanding and that he meant no real harm. But I should have gave him a piece of my mind ya. I would now for any future similar cases. I was just not brought up like that . You need to tell me or I'm too stupid to know T__T. I would do it to protect you.

I have been trying so hard to help you erase your past sorrows while swallowing comments about what or how you were with your first. I never restricted you from thinking about him because I know its hard and it would hurt you. In my mind, I convinced myself I would be someone far better and will give you more so that in the end, you'll be able to move on with me and I think I finally did it. And then came along this friend who hurt you. I don't know what to do as he is our friend. If he were any other person, I would have told him off and kicked his ass, seriously. This is my first time ending a friendship with someone. Forgive me, I should have hit it out on him but it was too late. To tell the truth, I never really liked it when you were close to him. I don't like it when other guys poke you or mess with your hair or push you around. But you don't seem to mind, and I closed an eye to it but I guess I should not have done that. Girls like it ya I guess when a guy tells her to don't get too close with other guys. It's not that I couldn't protect you from a guy that hurt you but it was that I didn't.

I was a newbie, I admit. But you didn't give me another chance. You did not tell me until things are too late. I would give my everything to protect you..ppl will have to crawl over my dead body to get to you... so don't cast me away just like that ;A; T____________T

Talking

2009-12-26T22:39:00.000-08:00

I just had a very long talk with one of my close friend. I told him about everything (all I could think of at that time). It felt helpful. Although it did not solve all my problems, his suggestions and thoughts gave me some courage and inch me in the direction I want to head. Pouring out my heart also made me a little less heavy. Just wanna say thank you to him.

Still not used to it!!

2009-12-26T16:51:00.000-08:00

I cant get used to not being greeted good nite T__T, or good morning or moshi dear. T__T

Time

2009-12-25T23:43:00.000-08:00

I guess I'm not used to writing out my feelings. Thats because most of the time, if it isn't too severe, I would be able to absorb them and move on. I have always been like that. I don't really tell people about my problems, instead trying to solve them myself. U can say I am lazy too but I feel awkward and I have to think to put my feelings into words. I feel better nowadays, not so much pain and heaviness. I still think of her every so often, and stare into her msn chat window without typing anything. I still think of whether if things could have turned out differently. I told a few friends about us. I realized that if u tell someone, u will start to accept reality.. I still feel cold and shivers sometimes and I hate this quietness..

2 Days Later

2009-12-24T01:42:00.000-08:00

I suddenly came to realize I should write things down, things that happened to me. These few days I kept remembering stuff which happened when we were starting out. A lot of things has happened, happy memories, yet i cant recall all of them in detail. Maybe its because I cant, that I couldn't feel how dull our relationship has become. I feel it would be good if I could be able to look back at them like a recording. I suddenly felt cold again, when its quiet, I feel lonely. I'm still not able to give it up, I don't want to yet another part of me tells me otherwise. This conflicting fighting within me is killing me. Should I fight on >.

Miss Her

2009-12-23T10:56:00.000-08:00

I MISS HER T_T I MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_TI MISS HER T_T I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE I WANNA HEAR HER VOICE . My heart hurts so bad T______________________T

Emotions of Seperation

2009-12-22T03:28:00.000-08:00

I cant sleep. Just 5 hours ago, I said what i regard as my official farewell to my GF. It was painful. It has been painful for quite some time. Before this, I was stuck in between not wanting to believe that we're actually splitting. She has a new someone now. Someone who will provide her love and comfort to lessen the pain of separation. What about me?? I have no one. I feel so lonely and drained. Its so quiet.. I hate this T_T. My mind keeps flashing past memories I tried so hard to push away. It's so tired yet I cant sleep. I want someone to hold me.. I miss her. I am lost again. Someone please save me T_T.

Worrywart, blek

2007-03-10T10:19:00.000-08:00

Current time 2.19 am
Don't feel like sleeping yet, so I went and read Licia's blog...ooh an update ^^, i always get excited when i read a new post on her blog. Hehe, but today i dunno why kinda feel strange. I feel that I worry bout her too much =P. I tend to imagine stuff, but i always get the feeling that she has some sort of trouble. I know everyone sure has their own problems, and me think that I always ask "are u alright?" will piss ppl off >__<
Haha, but i really care bout Licia, all I want is to make sure she is happy =). Hope its just my imagination onli la.......er....wargh i relli think too much, ish ish...gotta bang my head more.
Haha even little things like nv get a reply from licia, although becoz of connection prob gets me worked up.
baka me >__<

Update Update!!

2007-02-06T08:28:00.000-08:00

Hihi,
It's me again XD
I gotta say alot has happened since the last post, and i finally met someone really special :)
Right now she is my V V V important Person. I cant imagine what would i do without her tht type :)
I think i will be writing more on this blog, more on a regular basis coz this blog is gonna be one of the few crucial methods i will be able to comunicate wif my darling after I go to Australia.
>__<>___<
So i think i shall try writing more often now, to get used to it, U know la, I am such a lazy person :P

Spring time for me :D

2007-01-03T23:01:00.000-08:00

Hei, its me again, after so long......
haha looks like I really cant make it a habit to continue writing in my blog, like most things tht I gave up halfway. I guess its just my character :P AH, Why me so lazy >__<.
So, what brings me back here?
Erm, guess I was just bored and I visited a few blogs and it just ignites back tht old flame for blogging.
Hehe, I think no one reads my blogs anyways, since i've not updated it for so long.
But anyways, just wanna put in some things here today.
Erm, right now, there's this girl I met during New Year's Eve, hehe, I find tht she is cute :P and am quite interested in her.
The prob is, i dun really have experience in "this stuff" before and I think i might make a few mistakes here and there...
Mm, I think I've found someone with the same brain wavelength as me XD..she's fun to talk to and sumtimes I just wanna see her :P, argh but I think I shouldn't rush things too much.
I wonder how she thinks bout me, hope I'm not too pushy or anything rawrawrawr..
Anyways, gotta keep trying...umph!

Back Again ~_~'''

2006-05-19T04:51:00.000-07:00

Today, I felt like writing up a blog and remembered that i used to have one, which is this.....
I left this blog for a long time. I know that I am always doing things half assed. However I want to try to change. I felt like wanting to continue to write up about myself on this blog becoz I felt that by doing this, I am able to do something that is meaningful to change my habit of lack of determination to finish off something which i had started.
Ok, enuff of that....today, nothing much happened to me, woke up at 12 noon and still felt tired from yesterday's football match. I tried to do some assignments and research on my physics poster project but I guess I didn't make much progress after spending many hours...soon it was time for dinner..Oh before that, I played Warcraft 3 with someone and I lost >_< Losing sucks...
We had ABC soup, omelette, veg for dinner, I think it was quite good, I had a nice chat about lots of stuff wif chun, JJ, chun wei, and others...now I am back in my room, writing this up....
Hmm, looking forward to playing another game of DOTA tonite, hope can get enuff players :)

Firefox

2005-08-06T23:56:00.000-07:00

Hi, today's been rough day for me. Today, I was on a mission to spread my name in the world of DOTA and as I make my way to tBun Sungai Long, the anticiapted glory that awaits kept me in high spirits.
Today, my team consist of Roy, Eldred, Weng Ho and me and we're a force to be reckoned with...
As we sat down on our battle machines, the other team accepted our challenge and the war began.
It was a tough war (the details are a bit complicated) but in the end, we lost.....SIGH!!!! its the curse of tbun!! WE lost almost everytime we challenge them..arghh...sry this is getting to me.
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Ok, about the site, I am actually using firefox as my browser and I 've noticed that the blog displays differently for IE. I don't know the cause tight now but I will find it out. But..if you ask me, I would say go and use Mozilla Firefox as it is better than IE. It has more security features and it looks cooler..
Check out the review below.

FIREFOX PROS

1. The Mozilla Firefox browser is amazingly lean. At just over 4.7MB to download and install, Firefox does not suffer from being overweight (unlike Microsoft IE6 at 80MB). The 4.7MB Firefox install does not include plug-ins like Java Virtual Machine, Flash Player, Quicktime and Shockwave, but those features can be added through 30 minutes of user effort.

2. Firefox supports plenty of user shortcuts and keystrokes. Both novices and power users will like the helpful little perks like “Type Ahead”, CTRL-enter to complete URLs, and CTRL-T to launch new tabs. In many ways, it feels like Microsoft IE, and IE users will find it easy to switch to Firefox.

3. Integrated pop-up blocking! Yes, Firefox will shut down those pesky advertisements for you. No need to install 3rd party software…just set your Firefox options in your Tools menu to prevent pop-ups.

4. Power User Feature: Firefox can prevent annoying Javascript code from hiding your status bar, resizing or moving your window.

5. Larger viewing area than IE. With smaller toolbars, Firefox can fit nearly 10% more surface area onto your monitor.

6. Nifty bookmarking features for researchers! It is possible to bookmark and folder-organize multiple tabs at once.

7. Theme skins can be customized. If you like to doctor your browser appearance, then Firefox will not disappoint.

8. Tabbed browsing, without adding large memory overhead. This is perhaps the single most-useful feature for power users: the ability to run multiple web pages without cramming your RAM memory. A simple CTRL-T keystroke permits you to read your webmail, search Google, check the weather, and listen to your Internet radio, all within a single RAM occurrence of Firefox. Big points to the developers for this feature!

9. Bookmark Favorites appear in a slick toolbar format. Unlike the often cumbersome menu of IE, your Firefox favorites/bookmarks can be displayed as toolbuttons in horizontal fashion. You can even automate those bookmarks to check the web page for updates, and report back to you. Wonderful for watching stocks, your favorite sports team page, or monitoring news.

10. There are no glaring security holes, unlike IE. For things like online banking, stock trading, using eBay for bidding on auctions, and paying for goods with Paypal, Firefox is not a hacker target, and has been proven to be effectively safe from getting your passwords hijacked.

FIREFOX DOWNSIDES

As much as Firefox is a great tool, there are some small deficiencies in this application. Gratefully, these deficiencies will be quite minor for most users, and with impending improvements, these glitches will likely be repaired within the next 12 to 18 months.

1. Images inconsistently load slower than IE. While Internet Explorer will render most web pages quickly on DSL or cable bandwidth, Firefox seems to intermittently take 30% to 100% longer to render the same graphics. This is not a consistent flaw; it seems unique to whichever website you are visiting.

2. Firefox does not integrate well with Outlook or Outlook express email. With little annoying things like viewing HTML email, or launching links from a message, Firefox does not respond quickly, and often fails to respond at all.

3. Firefox also fails to integrate with Pocket PC Windows and USB cradle synching. Although only a small percentage of users actually download web calendars and web mail into their Pocket PC’s, that small percentage will be frustrated until Firefox fixes this.

4. Firefox will not render the same web page format and styles that IE will. For example: where you would normally see a page's black table outline in IE, you will see a blurred grey outline in Firefox. Not a show-stopper, but annoying, especially to web developers.

5. Plug-Ins do not auto-install as easily as IE. To add Flash player, Shockwave, Quicktime, and Java Virtual Machine, Firefox users need to manually search and download/install these tools. Sometimes, you will even need to tweak the installs using Firefox Tools menu.

6. Power User Complaint: intermittently, HTML form buttons fail to respond to the keyboard enter button in Firefox. For example: to log into one of my online bank accounts, I normally enter my account number and PIN, and press enter to submit. In Firefox, I need to switch to my mouse to press submit. This is a small peeve for those of us who love our keyboards.

Whether you are loyal to IE, Opera, Safari, Mozilla, or Netscape, the imperfect-but-lean Firefox is a highly recommended alternative. With so many helpful little features like pop-up blocking, tabbed browsing, horizontal bookmarks, and integrated Google, Mozilla's Firefox is working hard to win its users affection. By focusing on the most-appreciated browsing features, the Mozilla developers are giving users a slick and lean alternative to the bloated-and-insecure Microsoft IE browser.

Happenings

2005-08-05T23:06:00.000-07:00

Hi, today I don't have to go to work because every Friday and Saturday is my day off. I guess normal working life is not suitable for me yet....I still want to enjoy.
I slept till 2 pm today, talk about wasting time...What to do, I stayed awake to around 4 am every night. It seems that my biological clock has taken an akward turn making me into some norturnal creature. To tell you the truth, I am the most active from midnight to around 3 am.
Right now, I am just back from a dinner function held for my cousin turning 1 year old. She is so cute, (though I think all babies are cute). Dinner functions don't appeal too much to me. I only ate the first few dishes and after that I am not able to eat anymore. Oh, I also always dig into the desserts.
As for the blog, I finally figure how to add a white background which has opacity to the sidebar. Yes!!
More to learn.

Makeover

2005-08-03T22:42:00.000-07:00

Hi, this is just a small update on what I am currently doing to my blog. As you can see, I am trying to give it a facelift by adding backgrounds, images and scripts. Its been a long time since I mess around with HTML. Argh, cant understand most of it.

Working Blues

2005-08-03T02:28:00.000-07:00

A few days ago, what I heard was a shock of what is to become of me in the next few months. I have been asked to work for my father in his office as I was spending my days idling away my life at home. So here I am today at work during afterhours writing this blog to record down my experiences.
Being new and all to this field where society goes after their education years made me a complete alien. Fortunately, being the boss's son, I was able to get a degree of freedom and recognition. I am hoping in the near future I would be able to blend as I probably would be spending the next 5 months here. I was appointed to do IT work here, designing catalogues, web pages...stuff like that. It is hard having to wake up and start work everyday from 8.30 to 530. I will continue to try and adjust myself but....
I don't really want to work, I want to stay at home and eat sleep play - Inner voice.
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PS- I cant help but doze off at work, it has always been a habit of mine to fall asleep since my schooling days up till now. I think its all those late night dotaing that cause me to be like this. Sigh, DOTA is both a joy and a curse.

Prolouge

2005-08-02T08:57:00.000-07:00

Hi, this is my first attempt at blogging. It was a lonely night at about 12 am when out of boredom and my repitative mechanism to DOTA and RO that I decided to try something new...just to liven up this dull life of mine.
This past 18 years, I really never had a diary and so wouldn't know the knowledge required to write on a continual basis...as you might know, I can be described as a lazy...blur ( though I hate to admit it) type of guy who couldn't care less. Please duo duo ji gao if I happen to make errors.
That said, I still had a lot to learn about life and I hope that I can share my experiences with you provided that sumthing interesting happens to me (which rarely occurs) >_<. So without further delay, I start to pen the journey of my life, it begins here..... ........ ........... .....
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PS - Haha, that introduction speech was quite good eh? Of course, must make myself look good as a first impression ma.

HimitsuHeart

Tank - 如果我變成回憶 [Ru Guo Wo Bian Cheng Hui Yi] [If I Became A Memory]

Tank 呂建中 - Quan Shi Jie Dou Ting Dian 全世界都停电

Comet Cloud (Houki Gumo)

GACC 2010

If I have another dog..

F.I.R - 月牙湾 MV

:D Lame Coolness

Pochi the dog :D

*+*.*+* Kira!! *.*+*.*

Lameness

Poker Face :D

CNY

Nam Kei (good noodle shop) is gonna close business this Tuesday

mou ame ga furu.

My Heart doesn't listen to me

Stick Gal style :)

Oyasumi :')

My Theories Cont..

:)

konban mo~oyasumi

My Theories Cont..

Using Paint >=3

The One

Baka

My Theories Cont..

:)

My Theories Cont..

My Theories (inspired by Iori) XD

Happy Anniversary ne

Kaze wo fuku no ano natsu no hi

:P Nanchatte~~

:P k, really last one d

Last Goodbye.

I'm Sorry

Present

Happy Birthday to Me :')

To Be Forgotten..

Withdrawal syndrome

Watermelon Story

Silent Night

Thoughts

Forgotten

Moving

At the moment..

worried

Time Stop

Restricted

Even so, will you come back me?

He is not Me

What if they were friends?

Don't just Cast Me away like that T_____T

Talking

Still not used to it!!

Time

2 Days Later

Miss Her

Emotions of Seperation

Worrywart, blek

Update Update!!

Spring time for me :D

Back Again ~_~'''

Firefox

FIREFOX PROS

FIREFOX DOWNSIDES

Happenings

Makeover

Working Blues

Prolouge

+.+ Kira!! .+.